A feeling of assurance, doesn't seem to last.

Whether it be lack of appreciation again, I know not.
Or being born dis-rejoicing on the bright side
I want to blame it on unworthiness, yet I tried.
Was it your silence?
Because like a cyclical thing, I'm losing interest about EVERYTHING once again.

Like...today.

There would be these days that you want to just pass by hastily.

For reasons you too couldn't figure out what. 

Though as normal as each day everyday, you wish it would just...end. 

I'm not even leaving, yet I wanna go home.

Let's just hope the weather would indulge.

Though ,I doubt it.

Sigh.

I couldn't think of a title. Let's say,"Random"?

Let's talk random. Since my mood is on a "not bad" mode right now which usually doesn't last,let's talk about random little accomplishment, fun and beauty, while I'm at it.

So,couple of days ago,after 396 years,I decided to clean the new definition of apocalypse-my room. I spent the first couple of minutes staring blankly on the mess not knowing where to start. I felt like throwing everything out. 

Uh, messy table.

And guess what. My room was stuck on the past. I realized I had same calendar on my wall for the past 
years.

Year 2007. I don't even want to imagine what you're thinking about me now.

Usually, I use my phone for date matters. Thus ,the calendar. You must be thinking that it took 3 years before I decided to clean my room again right, but no. I just didn't know why I decided to remove it just now. So, anyway it's gone. I replaced it with a painting. Bye year 2007. Finally.
 
Hello organized room. I started cleaning in the morning and finished in the afternoon. Everything's in order. Ahh, that felt good. And so...

Hot and Spicy noodles for snack!

Yum! That's the price I gave myself. :D AND of course, a more comfortable world.
Accomplishment, accomplished. It really felt that way.


Random number two, BEAUTY. My mom's flowery plants. I just love taking pictures of them. Here are some.

I don't know the name of this flower. I'll try asking my mom

Mom's orchids. I love them!

Beautiful, eh? 
Random number three. Yesterday, I found one of our cats sleeping inside a pot of a plant. Yep!

Nice bed!

Peek-a-boo! I see you.

Haha! Cutie! Yeah...seriously, I haven't got anything to do.
It's better than spending time memorizing lyrics of lady gaga's songs, though.

"Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies."


Uh-huh.