A bedtime story.

A rainy 1:23 AM. A song that cuts through me is playing. Half finished junk food beside me and my phone that's half dead now. I was reading random articles a while ago and knowing myself who can't stand doing something tiring for long (yes, reading can be tiring for me) I decided to stop. And now, I'm running out of ideas of what to do. I'm waiting for an episode from a new anime I'm watching to finish buffering and I'll be watching that after a while. Oh, that's one thing to do, watch. That would be for later anyway. I was checking Facebook but it was boring. My eyes are kinda tired now and I'm upset as always but one thing's for certain- I don't want to sleep yet.

I'm even running out of ideas of what to write here too. Wait, why did I "write" anyway? Perhaps to tell you that I don't know what to write? My minds' blank right now. Blank of certain anything. Still,I'm "writing" and now you're reading. Pointless huh? Hey, who says you can't put up random things here?

Well, weekend has ended again. Time flies so fast, I can't even feel the weight of the monotony I'm going through everyday. I don't hate it though. I don't really like it either. But I'm beyond worrying of other things to actually be too much concerned about that for now. Maybe. You write a blog today, read it tomorrow and realize that everything you wrote was wrong, insignificant and uh..random non sense. And right now I don't think what I'm saying is actually making sense because everything that I say that doesn't make sense does actually make sense to me. I'm confused. I'm tired. I'm upset. I'm longing. I feel sorry. I'm worried. I'm scared. I'm sad. But weirdly, I feel nothing. So,does that make sense or not? Okay, I'll stop.

*Yawn*
I didn't realize I spent this whole time telling you, I had no idea what to write.:D
The episode finished buffering now but I don't think I'd still be able to watch it. What a shame.

You weren't able to do what you planned earlier for later because of spending time telling the world you don't have anything to do for now. Well, at least you did have something to do anyway. Who would have thought things that don't make sense could make sense?

If that even makes sense.

*shakes head and smiles*